Go. Away.

     
I'm crushed.
I'm empty.
I'm deflated.

I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest.
I feel like I'm missing the best part of me.
I feel like I've lost something I will never recapture.

I'm choked up.
I'm teary-eyed.
I'm heart broken.

I think I thought I didn't need it.
I think I thought I would be fine without.
I think I thought I was stronger than that.

I hurt.
I yearn.
I long.

Why?