Riding the insomnia roller coaster

I hate it.

Can't sleep. Can't sleep.
Can't sleep. Can't sleep.

And I'm trying hard not to hate you.
I'm trying oh so hard.

And I'm trying hard not to miss you.
I'm trying oh so hard.

But it's not getting any easier,
and life's not getting any easier,
and I'm so afraid.

And then it hits me.
I don't know what the hell it is I'm doing.